我曾经错失过几次机会呢？没把握好，怨不得人。如果时间能够倒流，我也许会更坚持。因为自己没自信，所以最终放弃。我会怀念以前的日子，一切的回忆。所以当机会来临时，就要把握，不要让它白白流失。

幼苗的生长需要充分的阳光、水。人则需要回忆、教诲使我们长大。18年的回忆的确教会了我不少。

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又是另一个星期了。每当要回到‘那里’时，心总是鼓起莫名的焦虑，仿佛接下来的一个星期会发生什么大件事。我不喜欢这种感觉。
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this is the my year without any june/dec vacation. damn, when can i go back to becoming a student.

rotting in the office now, it really gets quite boring at times. haha.

its just me, the computer and the radio.

the long weekend's over. sad! time spent outside always passes super quickly, time spent in camp never fails to seem like eternity. but i did have a good weekend (: but this enjoyment has a huge price to pay - i spent hundreds of dollars this weekend. i need to exercise discretion.

yesterday was jieyan's 21st birthday @ Aranda Country Club.

my turn will come 2 years later. haha seriously i cant wait. by then i'd be a year 1 university student, not some army kid anymore!! hehe. should i book a chalet for my celebrations too?

p.s. i'm the only <>it has now become a family 'tradition' to give wallets on birthdays. alright, more like we had no inkling what to purchase.

welcome to the 21 and above club (:

what?! the next public holiday is national day?! thats 3 months from now. ahhhhhh. so as i've mentioned, students have the best life. they have loooong holidays in june and nov/dec. so stop complaining that it sucks to be a student. to be frank, it sucks even more after you graduated (:

remember last time i complained that i needed a break?

yes, i'm finally gonna enjoy a long weekend, a fruitful one. lets see....movie, mahjong, night cycling, celebrating my cousin's 21st bdae and the i-weekly concert(hopefully someone accompanies me to it)! thinking of these puts a smile to my face, especially when the week had been so packed.

there's a parade later and i frigging dont know my drills. damn i'm screwed.

sometimes i like being alone, just like now. u give yourself time to settle your thoughts, reflect on what you've done wrong. to put it in a cliche manner, that is, to think about life. what is life? isnt life meaningless cause everyone dies eventually? so isnt it like - you live to die?

Am i making sense?

busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

coupled with the lack of sleep, i'm pretty much going insane.

duties, appointments, course, office work and so much other things to worry about.

i need a break.

都市人过着节奏快，压力大的生活，
凡是讲究效率与成绩。
难道就不能放缓脚步，
慢慢的享受生活？

btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERVYN :D

you know i wouldnt be able to blog on the actual day.

well its been another week.

1.5years to go. well isnt it a little too early to start the countdown now?

congrats to my cousin who had just ORD-ed. flying to bali, celebrating his 21st birthday at aranda - he sure knows how to enjoy life after NS.

uh, birthdays. time to buy gifts. speaking of which i still people presents. whats the significance of giving gifts to birthday boys/girls? isnt it just another excuse to fufil our material needs without burning a hole in your own pocket? having said that, it doesnt mean that i disapprove the practice of giving during birthdays.

aiyah, nothing to blog about liao lah.

ciao.